you guys don't post enough

[cat hallucination]

how often do you scan the forum and have thoughts but not post them? why not just post them? what have you got to lose? seriously. *also, sticky this thread.*

[cat hallucination]

redd you're on now, i bet you won't post a thought. and if you do, you'll just say high or tell me to fap. boring

[Redd]

Go fap.

[cat hallucination]

fuck you, where are you going for college? have you thought about it a lot. history major right, what do you think about the most in your daydreams?

[Redd]

I don't know what college I want to go to. I do know that I plan on going to community college first, to get the basics done. No point in going to a fancy college and paying a lot for the basics.



I often think what it would be like to live in the Third Reich or Stalinist USSR.

[cat hallucination]

yah, personally i'm not so interested in history facts, but i am interested in the history of personal psychology...as in even the history of my own psychology, sometimes i reflect upon and and take a moment to remember, what was i like then and how did it lead me to how i feel today. like in that sense i'm a completely different person all the time. and we are not that far removed from that time ya know. 1930's and 40's. keywords like who am i, personal identity...yah..so i guess i can imagine that. totally abstract...how did I..me..joe..cat hall....become and feel what i feel since I...human...was that. i'm like 50% german too. my recent family was probably nazi. wow!!! how does that shape me today, in a way thats maybe more immediate and effective than i normally think of, ya know like not just an abstraction or concept, but literally and immediately. my grandparents and my dad are what you could consider extreme conservatives. they constantly mock tree-huggers, but i tend to lean towards being a tree-hugger. wow?

[zim]

you really need a blog or something, we post a lot but not as much as you.

[zim]

hit up some twitter or something

[cat hallucination]

i don't want to at all. and it doesn't actually hurt anything does it? i wouldn't want that. i guess in a way i'm abusing this public forum. i'm sorry for that. but overall this place is kind of constantly dormant. i don't feel like i'm hurting anything. the least you guys can do is ignore me. but you know inmran said i'm faggin the place up...i don't want to really infringe on any kind of peacefull order. so i'm sorry if i do. if you guys really want i will leave and re-enter depression. but do you want that? no way i hope. i i i ii i i i i i i...does that get annoying, i'll be so, sorry once again.

[zim]

what i really meant to say was that you seem like you have a lot to say, so why not share it with everyone instead of just the mabb?

[methodrone]

are you having a mental breakdown, is this a new online persona or what?

I remember you from the old mabb i think , and i dont remember you being so hyper.

[cat hallucination]

really it may be annoying, but its the best of me. i'm feeling manic tonight. i'm a self diagnosed rapid cycling bi-polar. and i'm tryin' to stay manic. i was delicious beer. god i love the internet.

[cat hallucination]

yah but not nearly as many people would notice it. is it really a problem though? do you feel like i'm abusing this public forum? like i said, i feel like this place is for the most part quiet. i mean what, there are hundreds of registered users here, 95 percent of them don't post here and rest rarely do. its a quite place. i don't think there's any real harm. if there is, please say so and i will purge myself to tone it down. besides that i wish you guys would treat the place the same. i would read you're posts if you really expressed yourselves like i feel i do. i even feel like maybe trey himself might be an advocate for my cause. once again am i really harming anything? is it that much of an assult on the beast of bandwidth and the internet?

[djonni greazo]

[quote name="cat hallucination"]i was delicious beer[/quote]



was that in a previous life?