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[quote name="Skinfection"]thinking youll spend the rest of your life with someone when youre in your early 20s is slightly delusional. people change, shit happens, life goes on. smoke some herb and relax to some spacey music.[/quote]
also stop being lazy. I find that people that have an attitude like Teignub are usually pretty lazy (not in a not willing to work manner, but not willing to try new things or change). just forgot about it and move on. don't be emo. emo is gay.[/quote]
ya skinner is kinda right, except it is not slightly delusional its very delusional. its just hard sometimes when certain experiences are experienced, and especially when the other half expects this to happen after time has passed or "a break." and even more so when she has drug/emotional problems and she expects you to be there to help her on a whim because she was there for you while you were going out, and you are her only source of positive influence.
and i am not lazy in that sense. i try new things quite often, but it is hard to be or get motivated sometimes. and i think that being emo and being emotional or having emotions are very different. this isnt something that takes over my life or something i dwell on or something that changes my personality. its more of a background feeling that asserts itself during times of failure, especially with girls.
i feel like eating healthy does definitely improve my attitude and mental state. im just broke as fuck so its hard to buy good food all the time.
and thanks ryan that song did cheer me up
