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do yo post anything nowadays? post something please.

oh you went offline how clever

oh he's online again i'll bet he won't reply. great!!!

hey there cat hallucination lady



yes i do still post, just intermittently the last week or two or so

whats going on? your in college right? something about science and medicine? the most important and difficult studies of all to me.

yeah, although i'm on break for this semester. i'm somewhere past halfway done with my bachelor's in psych, although i kinda wish i weren't so far into it now 'cuz i'd probably switch to something else. i've gone back and forth with the idea of trying to get into medical school, it's still doable but would be kind of a tremendous pain as i'd have to take an additional 24 credits on top of my current program.

[quote name="Famous Mortimer"]yeah, although i'm on break for this semester. i'm somewhere past halfway done with my bachelor's in psych, although i kinda wish i weren't so far into it now 'cuz i'd probably switch to something else. i've gone back and forth with the idea of trying to get into medical school, it's still doable but would be kind of a tremendous pain as i'd have to take an additional 24 credits on top of my current program.[/quote]



psych, shit, thats what my major would have been hand't i dropped out to pursue and fail in a musical pipe dream. still though, if i go gack it will be for psych, at least to become a counseler. i'm not the sharpest with grammar and logic but i know personal problems very well. at least what branch of psych are you most interested in?

as a sidenote, i know this might come off as a total joke to you, and as far as me actually seeing it through, it probably is too. but about seeing the white light, kundalini, the mind body deal that shamans have studied for thousands of years, i really do feel, like fucking big time literally (if you knew you would) know about this stuff from experience. even if its just "relaxing and breathing through your diaphram." like i know you must be laughing by now, but its the real deal. mystical experiences (as they are described) to happen, and i'm sure there is a physical explanation. as i type this, i severely doubt i will every actually pursue it. but i just thought i'd mention it. i am not delusion btw...i understand shit ya know. i'm fucking grounded and shit.

really though, psych...fascinating subject, i always thought you were more about strict physics and biology with out the psych.

[quote name="cat hallucination"]i'm not the sharpest with grammar and logic[/quote]



And this is a major problem in my opinion that such people seem to have no problem becoming counsellors.

what? are you saying i wouldn't be a good counseler? you're so hard on people's imperfections? are you ever this hard on yourself? is it a block you don't notice? or are you perfectly confident and secure?

I think people should be at least competent at their jobs. Sorry if that's naive.

i'm actually decent with grammar (although i still don't fully understand prepositional phrases), its just when i'm stream of thought talking or typing i don't like being concerned about it. it becomes an inhibition and an insecurity and a superficial concern.

well, if you're trying to actually communicate something meaningful, it is kind of important to filter the stream of consciousness into a coherent structure. imperfections of grammar and usage etc. are a hazard, but you're more likely to get a point across with a flawed structure rather than none at all.

right, probably for science, but as far as just casual talk i think its maybe more effective to just go with pure prose.

well if the goal of casual conversation for you is either your own amusement, or to confuse and frustrate the listener/reader as much as possible, by all means go for the unfiltered approach for maximum effectiveness.

"frustrated" isn't the right word, you just enjoy making fun of people, and you're also jealous that people can be confident in their speech and have bad grammar at the same time. <<---okay thats a prepositional phrase right? i feel like i do this all the time, and i'm not concerned at all about correcting it.

can you explain how frustrated is not the correct word?



also, jealous? you can't be serious here. this goes beyond grammatical mistakes, there's no coherent flow or structure to work with at all. what on earth is there to be jealous about? your inability to communicate effectively? or your misguided confidence?



i assure you, i am plenty comfortable with my writing and speech, even though i do make plenty of mistakes. when i catch them, or they are pointed out to me, i do my best to correct them because it usually means it will clarify whatever it was i was trying to say. better structure and clarity make it easier for others to understand whatever it is i am trying to get across.

I don't follow.

clearly then, i have failed. my confidence is shattered! damn you, gleeso. DAMN YOU TO HELL

okay now you're frustrated. i'm sorry.

[quote name="Famous Mortimer"]well, if you're trying to actually communicate something meaningful, it is kind of important to filter the stream of consciousness into a coherent structure. imperfections of grammar and usage etc. are a hazard, but you're more likely to get a point across with a flawed structure rather than none at all.[/quote]





I kinda like the stream of consciousness thing he's doing. I find it awkwardly amusing.



I just sorta glaze over when reading it, and wind up with something like this (edited with word substitutions and gaps in paying attention where necessary):



[quote name="cat hallucination"] joke you,

actually seeing white light, kundalini, the mind body deal that shamans have studied for thousands of years,



i really do feel like fucking time literally (if you knew you would).



even if its just "relaxing and breathing through your diaphram."

laughing by now, but its the real deal.





mystical experiences (as they are described) to happen, and i'm sure there is a physical explanation.



as i type this, i severely dehydrate i will every actually purse. but i just thought i'd mention it.







i am not delusion btw...i understand shit ya know. i'm fucking grounded and shit.[/quote]